Exhaustion

When I feel incapable, weak, exhausted, confused, and drained to no end.

You still find me faithful and true. In my weakness I lean into your strength.

Your love, your joy, and your peace.

When my body wants to collapse. You still choose me. You are there to pick me up with your tender love and care.

You still choose me to do your will.

To raise your children.

To be a wife.

To be a business woman.

To be a daughter to you who just wants to rest at your feet until the end of time.

Which is where I struggle to be.

Why is that in me?

The flesh of fatigue won’t let me loose.

Oh Abba “Help me rest in you!”

Give me rest ABBA please. Teach me to dwell in you.

And he said,” My presence will go with you, and I will give you rest.”

Exodus 33:14